OK. FINE. i finally got some time to update. so stop complaining. anyway, these days i dont blog much, dunno why. actually i noe why. coz i MSN most of the time. ya. ok so anyway, today had CNY celebrations in school. nothing much actually. the most fun part is, well, after the whole thing. which isnt that fun. just a little, not much. den i decided it was very boring doing nothing at home so i went back to my primary school. i met good old friend Kuo Xuan there. he seems to have stopped growing. and thats good ok! if not he'll be like 190 soon. (WHICH IS SUANFUL TO ME!) marvin and the same old Daniel there. we went to meet ms teo, hong/huang lao shi(forgot which one liao :X), mdm. poon, lin lao shi, talked through a door to mrs. lee and finally mrs ng. the most meaningful one was mrs ng coz she was my p1 teacher. we didnt really talk much after she taught us in p1 and so its like after 8 years den we finally have a good chat. the first thing i said was," HI MRS. NG! *plus jumping and landing in front of her, if u get what i mean* and," YOU STILL REMEMBER WHO I AM?" den we had a good long chat. ya. we talked about the changes loh, like last time i was very quiet and now im MUCH MUCH MORE open(last time i very soft and dont dare talk to anyone type) and about my freaking curly hair. -.- last time it was straight but i dunno what happened that turned it curly. den she also said that we were a good class to teach, me and jieying's grades very good and also competitive and all. den we went to the classrooms to write messages on the board. we also met friends. ya. they all changed alot. most of them become like gangster type like that... i hope their not though. after that i went home, ate, bathed, and went marvin house. i got completely daoed for like, 2.5 hours +/-. ya. its not a nice feeling to read Young Sciencist for primary 1-2 out loud and no one replies u. and so once 1.5 hours zuoyou passed, i tried playing on marv xbox of him but it got problem. so went back to read Young Scientist for 1 hour. den i tried DOTA and didnt find it my cup of tea and went home. tadaa! lovely day.
ok treat this as a seperate post ok. this one's full of wailing and emo and despair so if u dont wan to waste ur time, u can CHOOSE NOT to read it.
ok. on sunday i'll be going back to malaysia to visit my grandfather. he's malaysia but just to clairify, im PURE singaporean. u wan noe more u can ask me. so anyway, i need go back on chuxi(or for the chinese illiterate, its new year eve). ok. going back is very boring. not very, its VERY! see ah. 4hours in the car doing NOTHING. den 5hours plus in the shophouse doing NOTHING(except counting ants) and we eat dinner. den its about 2hours plus again doing NOTHING. den sleep. ok thats all right? NO. i still need stay over. so wake up. dunno go visit who. at that time, i'll be doing NOTHING. i dont know how long that will take. den another 4hours back to singapore doing NOTHING. plus, there will almost confirm be a servere jam that will coz 2 NOTHINGNESS hours. again. ya. and that day i have to rush back to singapore to celebrate chuyi at my dajiu house. that one finally got SOMETHING. actually, it wouldnt be so bad if i had friends for people there to talk to. but these cousins are so distant, my granddad only knows my name, but not my sister's and brother's. 90% of the uncles and aunts need to ask for my name EVERYYEAR. all of them get our ages wrong, some even dont know that jieying and i are twins. so, if my going there answer all of these stupid questions again and again and again, WHAT THE HELL MAN! screw la! as i told kahleong, id rather go through scolding and punishment and whatever of the worst teachers in RV and singapore than to go back. everytime i go there, it sucks. and this time its like, 36hours plus rushing back to singapore. DAMN MY LIFE LA. i really really REALLY dont wan to go back. but i freaking cant. my parents just wont hear of it. just say like i busy with homework luh! but they dont wan. scold me. dao my questions. i try making the itinery better but giving sugestions but all my dad does is *quickly pick up newspaper, open a random page, reads (even though theres nothing interesting at all). hai. maybe i'll get knocked down by a car tmr. i really hope it'll happen. SIGH.